...Indecisiveness...I think??

So Im rather indecisive today
rather indecisive these past few days
I feel I'm letting people down
I just don't feel like being out on the town
but my mood doesn't stop there
my mood happens to effect everywhere
I can seem to decide what I want to do
about him and my future him
why can't I just have everything fall in place
why can't everything be the way I want it to be
Please don't "funk" with me, I am not in the mood
Cause Im feeling rather indecisive
And I having a rather bad attitude

My true self is slowly to start to show
As I come to figure who I am
I hate to fall on my old ways
But that just might be who I am
The old me is not who I wanna be
And the new me is who I'm tryna be
Everyday is a struggle and every struggle has it rewards
So I will praise him through my indecisiveness
Because I know that God will take me far
As I sign off on this blog you read
I hope you remember destiny, compassion, and divinity